I am so super frustrated. Have I gone below 225? No of course not. I need some help and motivation.
I take that back I need a supportive husband who doesn't complain about eating healthy food because it is "tasteless" and he can't get full on it. I would love to be like my husband and eat whatever I want when ever I want and not get fat. He can drink a 12 pack of beer every day, a gallon of sweet tea and eat about 2500 calories and he has gained a total of 20 pounds in 12 years. Did I mention that he is over 6' and is still in a healthy weight range. He does need to stop drinking so much. He has a beer belly and I have told him that his beer belly is just his liver enlarged but he doesn't believe me.
I want to be at a healthy weight but I don't want to give up the things that I love. I am going to send a video in to "The Biggest Loser" and hopefully I get cast. Maybe if I am away from all of the craziness that is my home and the negativeness that is my husband then I may just lose the weight. I need to be away from all of my distractions. I need to get healthy not only for me but for my children as well.
Serenity, my 9 year old daughter, is an extremely active little girl. Gymnastics 3 hours a week as well as out door play almost every day: and now that it is summer she will swim for hours every day, I haven't figured out why she weighs 95 pounds. She is 4'9", a very tall girl for her age but she is still over weight. I suspect the fact that she spends a lot of time at her grandparents house and they could care less about the amount of calories in things and how many sweets the kids eat. Therefore she gains weight. If I even mention limiting their sweets I get yelled at by my parents. They are like "it isn't like they do it all the time." They do. Hopefully this summer she will slim down a bit. She will be more active and not at the grandparents as much. Due to Gymnastics camps.
As for me, I am very impatiently waiting on the website for casting for "The Biggest Loser" since I will be picking my daughter up from camp the day they are holding casting in my area......
Until next time......
