A Long Slow Road to becoming healthy and thin...

This roller coaster ride has taken me for a ride. Since my last post I have lost 5 pounds. Not a lot in a month. Not ridiculously small amount but not the amount I would have liked.


I have figured out how to maintain a good weight loss once I have achieved it. Now I need to begin losing more quickly. I am starting an exercise program today and for the next 12 weeks I am going to be working out rigorously. I will be down at least one pants size by the time that my dad has the pool ready for the kids to swim in. By the end of the summer i will feel 100% more comfortable wearing a swim suit in public. 


Besides wanting to feel comfortable in my swim suit, I also want to feel appropriate at a job interview. I  got a call for a job interview at this great clothing store. They mainly sell blue jeans and shirts but there really isn't anything in my size at this store. I want to be able to wear the clothes in the store that I am employed at.


The Pics I posted today are of me today all 225 pounds of me. I want to be down further by now but I know that it is a long slow journey down this road to a healthy body and body image. I think that I may always feel that I am fat even when I am not. I will need to work through that in my own time. I am a fighter and I will accomplish everything that I want.